Well I have fallen in the same rut again, not working out, depressed and unmotivated. My doctor says there is sugar in my urine, not a good thing for a diabetic. What does it all mean? Well short answer get off my ass and do something about it or die. Easy enough to type and say now to put it in motion and stay on track, that is a whole other thing.
I finally got the school I have been trying to get for several years and I hope it will help me in my career. Missouri is very green but the heat and humidity kick my ass all the time. Work back at DCD sucks and seems to get worse all the time. Hard to not be depressed when the home life is not up to par and work sucks like no other. I am sure I will figure it out but it just seems hopeless sometime.
I did get to the rec center on base and walked the track it felt good. I will do it again in the morning and take it one day at a time.
I just wrote a long comment that blogger wouldn't post. This is a test. dad
ReplyDeleteIt finally excepted my comment so I will start all over again. You can't alway control what life throughs at you. All you can do is keep plugging away and hopefully things will get better. I need to see you working out at least 5 days a week for 30 to 45 minutes. It doesn't really matter what you do as long as you get your heart rate up and it stays up for that time period. I would like to keep you around for awhile. At least you posted. I have checked your blog everyday since Feb. Good attitudes are hard to come by these days. Try to find some happyness and motivation in something. Don't give up things will eventually turn around. love ya dad
ReplyDeleteBill,
ReplyDeleteLife is always throwing curves our way. I want you to know that there are people out here that care about you. I think that there is a couple of things that we can do to help motivate us all. I will talk to your Dad and we will get on it!
Later Dude, Rowdy